Honoured as ever to be asked to help with decs for the harvest festival at the local church in Wherwell ,
I have found it very spiritual a place where I find peace and comfort , I am not religious as I have my own views on religion but respect everyone who does follow the faith , I hope I lead my life with values that I have to my own , I try to be a good person, kind, compassionate, caring, loyal, hard working TO HELP OTHERS , to listen and try and be non judgemental …I strive to be these things to the best way I can ….
I am missing Dougie very much indeed , feeling vey heart broken not a day goes by with out tears for the person I loved very much ….it doesn’t get easier at this stage …. I know I was so lucky to have the life we shared together FEEL A LITTLE GILT … as some people never reach the happiness i had with Dougie ….
what a amazing man …. the best part of me is now not here …. trying so hard to be a full person with the strength of his spirt and Love …. the tears and sadness behind a smile …..
