The past weeks have become a blur of emotions ….. I miss him so much … trying to be as positive as possible in this new way of life …. I have had tremendous support from family and friends full of love care and comfort how lucky I have been …. as it has got me through this time ….. some sent me this which is so true …MISSED YOU TODAY
I missed you today but that's nothing new, I missed you a million times yesterday too.
I picked up my phone to tell you the news, then realised, again, I can't text it to you.
I saw your bright smile, at least twenty times, and then I remember, it's all in my mind.
I drive without presence, the world feels surreal, And on comes your song and this doesn't seem real.
I missed you today but I miss you a lot, It's helpful to miss you, it's all that l've got.
I wish I could pull you down here for a while I'm frightened to lose the shape of your smile.
I miss you today and I'll miss you tomorrow, There seems to be no coming end to this sorrow.
I try to go on as I know that you care, I know that you're willing me on from up there.
I miss you today but I'm trying to find, A way to move on but not leave you behind.
A way to forge on with the love that we had, A way to recall you and simply feel...glad.
Donna Ashworth
