IT is now over 3 months since Dearest Dougie Passed, one minute it feels like yesterday and then it also feels so long ago..I miss him very much , he was my life for a long time … so the new way of living takes some getting used to …but I am trying and with the best positive outlook I can give … its been emotional time
Reflecting what we shared to gather has been very special indeed, how very lucky I have been to have been loved by some one who is so incredible … he may of got the OBE and MVO… HE needed the NOBEL PEACE AWARD for putting up with me xxx
So moving forward have given myself tasks …not to shut off completely from the outside world … so easy to want and do, but have made a pact to myself to go and do things … so this past month had a fabulous night with the old gang of Dougie’s dancers to Jo Alans … went to Regents park open theatre with dear friend Geoff Pine , we had a wonderful hamper before the show LA CAGE ! Oh did we get rained on… lol actually hysterical haha… have visited my sister Janet and my dear mum a few times and seen my bro Paul when he is at his cottage which is in the next village which has been lovely… visits form JACKS and Trevor a very nice lunch great to see them. Also went for tea a treat from Reece and Danny at Oakley Court near whitchurch great cakes ! kept very busy with the cottage as the thatchers were in refurbing the top part of the thatch .. looks great now but oh the mess … haha worked on things inside the cottage and had the ramp taken down and steps put back .. and of course endless hours pottering in the garden and tending his lord ships resting place … Also started working again… and its busy too which has been great medicine i work better with a little stress so things moving along … and tomorrow off on a another adventure going on Hol to the South of France just out side Cannes ( our favourite place ) to re visit old haunts and memories and make new ones … I going for a couple of days on my own then dear friends Reece and Danny come for 6 days then on my own again for a few more so that will be just the best tonic !
