Crazy December !

As I write this on the last day of 2024 i am reflecting the year it has been … its been a year of ups and downs so looking forward to a new year to start with fresh approach to living a life … and being the best I can be …

in what i lack in to improve myself for me… … I found this year tremendous difficult with missing Dougie so much , the grief at times has been far more painful than when he first passed , this christmas season he has been in my mind every second ,have missed him so much ,I have seen a psychic which was amazing … it gave me such peace of mind ….. it gave me something to believe and hold on to…

I dont want to sound all doom and gloom …. so lets get back to December … with all that goes on its a crazy month … the month went through lovely lunch at Sophie’s with Joan and Lynda christmas decs , decorating a friends tree for their christmas party and working the party , auditions at Birds for the horse show , Generation Christmas class, Costumes for Horse show ,flowers for the church for carol service ,the actual Horse show at Excel for a week , christmas card making .. christmas shopping thats harsh these days … various trips to my sisters during the month , MY SISTER IS AMAZING …. fun as ever seeing Emma always lovely , got to see her friend Barbara Ferris Dougie would of been so happy … which made christmas week special , spending time with family Christmas day and boxing day cooking .. spending friendship time with my dear friends Reece and Danny … Horse show went well, a little secret yes it was me as father christmas HO HO HO …

SO HERE IS TO NEW YEAR AHEAD …